your unintentionaly icey gaze cuts me to the core. here i am exposing my being to you, and all you do is look at me. not a word, not a sound. my words strain out as my tongue feels ten sizes to big to be expressing myself with. and you just keep staring at me. the last thing a could stand now is silence, so i continue to explain what it is you mean to me. it seems as though you're not even blinking. your eyes are locked onto me. eventually i run out of possitve adjectives to descibe the ways you make me feel. and am forced to sit in the bleak silence. your eyes stay steadily upon me until you stand up and walk away. shot down again. just like i had expected.